End of an Era

It's an end of an era today, for my family have lost last person who had seen pre-independent India. Yes, I have lost my granny to be honest It wont change my life in any way but then I will miss those old village tales and I will surely miss talking loud ,yeah we had to shout at top of our voice when talking to her for she was a bit deaf.I am happy for her, for she had all her children by her side when she had chosen to leave this life and go on another adventure .

Happy is what Happy does

I don't know what makes people happy or for that matter I even don't know what makes me happy or sad but as I write this post the only thing that comes across my mind is I am at peace with myself.Since past few days things have been working quite well for me and probably one person I need to thank for all this is my Ex colleague whom I have never met yet chat with all the time.The only suggestion I got from her was "be happy no matter what happens and people will start linking you and more importantly you will start liking yourself".

There is no end

Have you ever felt like the road is never gonna end no matter how fast you drive or how long you drive, every thing is just fine yet you have that sinking feeling.I am going through that phase of life where every thing seems right but doesn't feel right.
Sometimes I feel like I don't have any control over myself I don't know what I want to do or what will make me happy.

Drenched with joy

I had joined my new job just a month back and since then my daily routine had been very boring just moving between home and office.One day while coming back to home I found my self caught in sudden downpour, while most of the people on bikes stopped to take shelter myself on contrary loved this sudden downpour as at least ii had brought some change in my daily routine.On the way I met a small accident which I thought was not that bad thing to happen as it gave me something to think about.Sometimes you need something different to happen to break from your daily routine and when that happens you will always welcome it even if its something that is unfavorable for you.

NOTE:I love riding my bike in rain.

Funny how good things turn sour

you know they say "think before you wish carefully" I hate it when that saying comes true coz u get what you wish for and then you realize you never wanted it this way.I am going through the same situation only difference is I may get a bit richer in the process.

Enjoy the small moments

After attending my friend's brother's wedding on Sunday ,me and my other friend Ajit left the function hall in wee hours of the morning. on our way home we took a wrong turn and ended up hitting one dead end after other ,this was the best time I had whole week. we busted with laughter every time we hit dead end wondering about our foolishness to get lost on the way which we have traveled several times.

What I want from life

I have herd that life gives you everything you ask it for provided you know what you need from life.when I came across this phrase for first time I thought this cant be right I have asked life many things and haven't got most of them,but I soon realized that I myself did not know what I really wanted from my life for I kept on changing my goals , wishes , wants so quickly that I confused life and it ended up giving me nothing.

Blast in Hyderabad

As I write this post just hours after the blast I feel a series of emotions flowing through, I was going to secunderabad on my bike when i got a call that there has been series of blast in twin cities and I was asked to come home immediately. when i looked around there was no sign of panic I was amazed how immune people can be .we indians are bit too strong for these feeble blast's why kill just 30 ppl why not 100 or for that matter 10,000 yet i know it wont make any difference on how we live for we take this in our stride as a bad day and know life must go on .I cant understand what these ppl are trying to do or convey but one thing is for sure if they think they will bring us to stand still they are wrong.i want to convey this last message to them that "lunch boxes are ment for food man and not for bomb" this is what happens when you dont pay attention in class.

A Place

From the day we are born till the day we die we are searching for a place to fit in , a fight that never ends ,never ceases just rages on a we grow older,the need to be wanted grows and keeps on multiplying. Death is nothing but a pause between two fights ,an end of a journey and a beginning of a new one.I have always believed in living in such a way that if you were given a choice ,you would live this life again and again having no regrets what so ever.

a dream that no one sees

Just a couple of days back i watched a movie "the million dollar baby" ,you all must have herd of the movie after all its a Oscar winner .Movies have always influenced me a lot and so did this one ,this made me believe that if you have strong will and self believe you can do anything at anytime all that matters is are you willing to live for a dream that no one see but you .most of your life you live the way others want you to live .Each and every move you make is keeping in mind what the other person might think rather than what you really want or like, just think about it and start living for you only you and you'll see life being more clearer ,more defined .You will discover the person you see in the mirror every day is you and not some one else.