The most complicated word I have come across is 'LIFE' ; its truly very very difficult to live your life the way you want without being influenced by society. Almost everything we do, we do thinking how would others react? This kind of thinking and net of false security restricts us from doing what we really want to do. My only advice is just once in a day do what your heart says and not what your brain . Do what make you uncomfortable, expand your horizon. Express more. Love more. LIVE more.